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Wednesday, 18 April 2007
♥ 05:52
Just another stupid,miserable day.
Spent th day slacking pretty much.
Went 161,bball.Then my mom came,
and well.Basically she gave me a scolding.
A hard one.
I had mentioned.I cant take naggings or scoldings,seriously.
I'd preferred it if it were a slap,or something physical.
I simply dont know how to react verbally,I'd jux stay there gaping.
Sigh.I cried when I reached home luhhh.I am just so weak.
Its not cos of th scoldings.It was some other thing.It was them.
I just kept thinking,and thinking and thinking about it I started crying.
But some feelings,I keep to myself.
Its not worth saying it here.
Well.I tried to stop th tears but I cant,I just cant.
I was only doing what I liked,doing what I wanted.
It was just bball,is it very bad?I nber told anything to my parents
I told them nothing.What for?They'd only object to whatever I wanted,
is it wrong to have a dream? They'd nber give me a chance.
I seriously,seriously am so tired.
If only my left-hand layup could get in.
I'd be happy by now.Sigh.Mr Hoo wouldnt had a chance to say those things.
Sigh.I am such a failure,aint I?
But I promise myself.
I am not going to rely on others to be happy
I want to smile fr my own,I dont want others to control my life anymore
Its mine,Others shant have a say.
From today onwards I dont care anymore.Its not worth caring.
Let them rule me.Let them destruct me.Let them hurt me.
Ive had enough of everything,it doesnt matter anymore now.
Slashings nber help.I'd nber,ever slash myself.I'd never ever let myself down.
I'd rely on myelf.
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