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Wednesday, 16 May 2007
♥ 06:18

我宁愿选择不爱你。
Try your best.And Heaven will do the rest.
Tht is SHIT.
Sigh. I have done my best le.
But have anything happen?
I'm sorry. I have tried. I have done whatever I could.
Today had CD.Mr Seah asked us to think
which things we wory were within our control.
Actually. You are the one I simply couldnt control.
Sigh. Maybe its just me alright?
Its all about me, me, me and more of me.
I'm sorry. I cant dp this anymore.
I regret coming to 1D. I regret coming to AHS.
I regret leaving TPS. I regret I ever knew you.
I regret I ever trusted you. I regret teaching you.
I regret being me. I regret ever being born.
Sianxxxxxx.

5 BUCKS.
I know you hate me. Its there.
It always have been right?
The undying hatred. Sigh.
I dont know what Ive done to make you hate me like tht.
But have you evr try to understand me?
Seriously. YOU ARE SUCH A BASTARD.
i WANNA SAY IT RIGHT IN YOUR DAMN LIL FACE.
get tht right/ You are a downright bastard and you can quit giving me
tht FUCKING ATTITUDE.I am sososososso tired of getting your bullshit.
RIGHT, DAMN YOU! rahhhhh.
I dont kno why in the world i am so fucking worked up.
I am just so pissed at seeing his goddamned gay face man.
I'll stop ranting.I can go on ferh hours and nobody can stop me.



I am so sick, so tired, so angry
I could kill someone.
Sigh. I wished those two videos will make me happy
I will watch them over and over again
I will fall in love with those videos
because they are of you
YOU, YOU, YOU AND YOU.
Such is my Candylove(:
But if loving means hatred and negative, miserable,
我宁愿选择不爱你。
It will make me happier, lonelier but happier.
Maybe tht is what I will do.
I wil keep my distance, I will stop those dreams
I will delete those videos I will forget everything about you
I will pretend I nber knew there was such a person
I will pretend such a person dont exist.
Sigh. This, is my decision.

I have realise,
actually th peepo who care ferh me th most is Mei Nei Ku La La Dui.
I love you guys luhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Sigh. You are th only people I will ever trust and care for.
I will give nobody else a kick in th ass I wont give a damn
They are not my business.Because I will nber ever trust anybody else again.

I thought We would last fereber but you gave me up.
Sometimes I call you ,but I know you wont be there.
Ive tried, trust me I did. I have did every possible way.
Would you help me understand? Would you help me?
Would you take me by th hand, and slowly lead me through
Like how you used to? If I could, I would tell you
How much I missed you since you've been away.
I look at your backview walking away on tht day
Hear your angry voice and feel your silent discontent
I wished I could unearth all those memories and relive them again
Im sorry, you are th one who have not try.
I'm sorry. I need your solution.
Your decision. Its yours.






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