Meiying had died.Y
To start with.
TodayWent Ikea with Bellebelle and Mandy!
Okok. Belle and Pris were damn cute, kept singing Elmo Song!
Hahaha. Dhens we took th bus to Ikea and had our lunch there.
I had spaghetti, bread, Pepsi, Chocolate Mousse.
Belle had th.. I dont know what meal. some chicken and brocollie haha.
Mandy had same meal as belle and choco mousse too!
Belle kept saying th stuff was disgusting, hoho!
But th choco mousse was really buay tahan orhhs!
The whole thing seemed pretty fat, ew! Its full cream man! Ew.
Anyway. We played around th kids area, haha.FUNFUNFUN!
Mandy, I feel like showing th video ohhs! So cute luh.
But I look kuku in it, awws. Haha.
Dhens left ferh CS.
Neoprints-love! Okok.
Took th new machine, which was quite nice luh.
Dhen this tooooopid thing happens.
Roar. Dont felt like mentioning it,
I jux feel so damn broke and angry luh.
I hate those inhumanes! Well. You should know who they are.
Anyway. Went to control station blabla.
I jux know tht me and Mandy are going to
Tampines Interchng to take my passport size picx,$6.50
dhen off to PasirRis Inter to make my card. $19
Yeah. Dhen we went to Macs to like, smoothen myself out.
Was shocked and angry mah. ROAR.
Anyway. Talk and Crapped, dhen I started laughing luh.
We slacked around CS dhen went home luh.
Went home and my mom asked about my results.
I couldnt bear holding my results any longer.
I told her about my maths luh.
I thought she couldnt take it tht I got a borderline pass,
and prepared myself for a scolding.
Instead she said simply, i'm glad you pass.
It wasnt a sarcastic remark.
I was shock lor.
Mum: I know you have not been studying hard enough.
You can study, I know you can. But youre not trying.
Sometimes you return late. I know sometimes its not remedial.
But I want to give you a freedom. You have grown up.
Its time you think for yourself. I dont want to constrain you anymore.
You do what you want, I only ask tht you try your best, I dont ask for more.
Its enough for me. Will you try to give me tht?
Me: Yeah..
Mum: I will give you money for tuition if you need it. I hope you wont lie to me
anymore. I only ask for truthness. Thats all.
Me: Yeah..
I was so touched luh.
She was nber like tht and made me realise I have been really
selfish lately. I really dont wish to lie anymore.
Dhen I told her about my wallet. Dhen she decided to give me $10
for th card. I wasnt intending to tell her cos i thought she'd be upset.
But she kinda like, peaced out. I dont know?
Zzz. So, like tht luh. What she said made me want to really study
To show her I can. I dont want to make anybody hurt anymore.
I've done too much, its really time I thought about others luh.
Study is what I should be doing.
I want to tell you this.
If there was such a thing called a break frm frenship,
I want to take a half-year break.
I want to get my studies alright first.
Not tht I dont want our frenship.
I still do cherish it. I jux feel we both need some time to chill.
I hope we're okay.
I miss you. I still do.
5 bucks.
This will be my last reference to you here.
I think you've been reading all this, apparently.
I dont know what I've done to make you hate me like tht
but I dont think its very nice
And do you think I like it?
I know you dont give a damn if I like it or not.
But seriously you cant do anything about it.
I dont care what I did.
Just quit being so damn rude.
I'll tell you what attitude it is.
You can answer your own question.
You alr know, so why ask? So redundant!
Its funny, you seemed nice at first.
But I dont know what th hell got into you.
Guess I dont have to judge a book by its karma.
Its alright if you dont give a damn about our frenship.
Not tht you treated it as existing either.
If you dont give a damn, I shant too.
Its no use getting worked up pver such things.
I think you've been spreading things about me,
But seriously, I dont care.
I dont have a guilty conscience.
I just try to be me.
Is tht so wrong?
I dont want to act, like some people.
Its damn fake, know?
Its alright, you've alr made it obvious tht you hate me.
I dont mind.
Because I dont hate you and it doesnt matter how you treat me yeah.
Im not angry, sad, worked up or anything.
This is childish behaviour, not worth getting angry over.
Hoho. So yeah. Thats all.(:
End of post, lalawhee!(:
{Tags Replied}
Ghw: Waaaaai! Haha. Nono, angry ferh whats? Got tag I happy lo(:
Actually my maths only 50, hoho.Nvm, endyears jiayou k? Smile.
Kelly: Kk.Haha.
Seraph: Narhs, just some people(: Thanks ferh asking tho!
Meix: Lolly-lover! Hehe. Okok. Cheers, YAYness(: Tkcares, study hard arx.
Belle: Buahahas. Yeah(:
Mandy: Yeah. Chill! Khan-san ohhs! Joker-san ohhs! : DDD
MEIYING: Eh. Are you fake, or what? Weird.
Glen: Hmm. Didnt know you would tag here, kinda rare bah.
I'm not emo and youre not mean. Haha. I am cheered up.
Always have, Always been and Always will. Smile!(:
To Mandy:
Thanks ferh those msg! Damn cheer luh(:
Sometimes those memories will never be replace
I knwo you can nber be replace but I miss you
A lot a lot I dont know why?
I say I'll forget you but cant seemed to
I think its cos you did too much ferh me.
Yeah. Hope you'll think thru soon.(:
Meiying has died while waiting.
Waiting.
Broke.
Dead.
Sobs.
Wounds.
Jumps.
Cries.
Tears.
Smiles.
Fakes.
Pissed.
Cheered.
Cried.
Died.
Dead.
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RIP.
