Today had ED. Yupps.
After ED went White Sands with Yun Xuan,
Noel, Xin Wei, Ben, Ji Zhen.
Yupps. I didt eat , then we sat thr and chatted.
Then I headed home at 8 bah? Was feeling very tired.
Waiting for Mandy's call now! :X
Sighs.That's all. Going out with Lover tml!
If have pics, I'd post aites? :D
Listening to those song. Rly rly makes me veh sad.I think and think of what happened today, it rly looked like.It seriously look like what I thought it was.I'm going crazy. And everything tht had happened in th past few days,simply made me so confuse, and I'm struggling to even think.I cant think straight, all th things I thought I had was all a lie.Everything you said, or did was just an act. I'm sorry.I;m tired of your pretence. Im scared of you guys.I dont know what to expect next. I rly am bloody scared.Now, I dont know what to do. I dont know what to say.Anyway, you wont understand. I see you everyday.Now I know, you were never a miracle to be.We are from different worlds. I will learn to let go.No matter how hard it hurts. No matter how many tears.We all had our times of pain, I'm glad I could see you.I knew it before others told me. I'm glad you dont know me.I needed you but so many times, you werent there.When I needed your shoulder, all I had was th cubicle wall to lean onto.So many times you have gave me false hope.I am rly stupid, to believe you. I dont need to hate you.I adored you. But now, you will be simply a memory." Close your eyes. And let me come away.'Cos I cant, baby I cant stay(stand).Let me leave(love) you, baby let me cry.( hold me tight)From this dawning, kiss the pain goodbye.( Keep the rain goodnight).I would miss you when it means goodbye.( I wont kiss you when it means goodbye.)So leave me dancing, in November Night."