Holidays have come and gone & i've nth much to talk about.
What its left me is a pile of mess to sort out and hopefully a miracle
will appear before me and make it all vanish, :X
I.AM.SO.TIRED.
Its not just what happened today, today is not even 10% compared
to this hell I'm trying to think out.
I dont need you to ask me what's wrong, dont need you to ask me what's going on.I dont want you to think tht I need you alot alot, in fact I do a little but I dont want you to know.You dont even understand 70% of what I want, how can you say th three words --YI-BEI-ZI?I cant see you in a different light, I cant give you what you want.How could I have force myself?I cant see what is wrong, I cant even see what is right I dont know what th hell is going on and I dont know how to react.Sometimes, I wish I didnt give such a damn to your feelings.What about mine? Have you considered mine? Have you ever thought?You only saw your pain, you didnt know how bad I was feeling.You thought you were suffering but you didnt see how many times worse I was.Please. Just dont do this. Its btr th other way. We can go back like we use to.Do things like we use to. Be happy like we use to.Why did you have go and make things so complicated?I cant take my eyes off and I dont know why.Maybe its this thats making me cry.Today is like th nightmare of yesterday's dream, I dont know what happenedbut this is not it I want.DONT MSG ME COS YOU FEEL LIKE YOU SHOULD.like if someone just asked you to.
MSG ME WHN YOU WANT TO. COS
YOU FEEL LIKE IT.
get it? sighs. ):
*Smashes th phone against th wall. *Gawhhhhhhhhhs. Tiredtiredtired.
Iyahhhh. I'm not gonna care anymore.
whatever, whatever, whatever.Not gonna care whatever shit thing erhhhhhs.
Imissyoo. Like crazayyyyyyyyyyye. D: