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Monday, 24 September 2007
♥ 07:12

shake off this stupid feeling and walk away like before.
ALRYTS.
I saw, okies?
Dont remind me /:
Of all those crazy things we did. All those siao times.
And so just shake off the stupid feeling.
And walk away. Like before.
Dont make me think so much.
This carefully laid web of thoughts.
Was to prevent me from my fall, get it? So you cant hurt me.
So I wont hurt. Now dont you dare tear me down,
cos you know I wont fall weak to your words again.
Never. Ever. Will. And. Never. Ever. Ever. Will. Even. Think. About. It. T.T

This sucks lah. +_(*&^%$!%&*()~!&*_)(*&^%!~
Urgh.
Thinking about all this makes me sick. seriously sick lah.
Its like, what the hell did I do?
I SWEAR. All tht happened btwn meand you was ONE BIG MISTAKE.
I shouldnt have known you. So you cant hurt me so bad.
You have absolutely NO IDEA how much I missed you since you left.
You have NO IDEA how I longed for the past.
You have NO IDEA how I wanted you dead.
Oh, no. You have absolutely. no. idea.
And I dont expect you to do so either. Cos you never look back.
Not even when I needed you to.
But its alryt.
I've learnt to let go of all the things you used to give.
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Do you think you're being fair to me?
You never thought of how I felt, you just saw YOUR dellusions and your thinking.
You thoguht you knew but in fact you never did.
You thought you understood my feelings you thought you did.
But you didnt.
You only made me feel worse.
You know what? This wasnt my fault. You made the decision ryts?
You accepted it ryts? So WHY am I th one bearing all these shit?
Why am i th one? You people are ADULTS. You should know how to think.
So why push everything onto me?
Did I ask to be born? NO. Did I ask for this separation? NO.
Did I ask for you guys to do this? NO.
If I'd know, thn I rather I'm not born lah?!
Okies. Whatever. I wont care about all you childish people anymores.
So? I walk alone. I shall not heck your decisions.
As far as I see, all you adults' decisions only serve to bring more troubles.
More hurt. More Shit.
Why cant you people let me have a normal family like a normal kid?
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I'm sorry Cheng.
I'm sorry... I 'm just...so sorry.
At a loss for words to say... but... I'll settle this when we're ready, alryts?
D:

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So you're not online.
When I finally ask myself to online you;re not here.
Thens nvm. Study hard.. jiayou!
PRAYS FOR YOU* You can do it de. You add oil ar! ^____^
sighs.
I miss th shit outta you ):
zzz.YOU KNOW I NEED YOU. YOU KNOW I DO. GAWH. ILOVEYOU ALRYTS? WELL. YOU ALWAYS KNEW. DIDNT YOU? ):


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I.
AM.
JUST.
SO.
TIRED.
OF.
ALL.
THIS.
SHIT.
.





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